DropDeadRed53

Take this kiss upon your hand, For the ones who starved themselves, Because "ugly" was written all over their mirrors, Because "fat" was the only thing in their way. Take this hug around your shoulders, For the ones who cried themselves to sleep, Because, unlike everyone else, Their pillows kept their secrets. Take this wish for your success, For the ones with wounds blanketing their wrists, Because physical pain gave feeling, And feeling was so hard to find. Take this whisper in your ear, For the ones who live through pain, Through sorrow, through regret, Through loneliness in crowded rooms, Through nightmares and judgement and hatred..

Hush, sweetie, Do not let their judgments define you. Do not let their hatred construct you. Do not let their words build you. Hush, sweetie, Do not let your sorrow swallow you. Do not let your pain devour you. Do not let your loneliness change you. Hush, sweetie, Stop telling yourself lies, Stop screaming in a whisper that you're Ugly Inside and out. Stop telling yourself that you're Worthless. Stop telling yourself that you're Broken, And hopeless, And damaged. Hush, sweetie... It's not polite to lie.

You want to end it? Think of this. You write your suicide note... And you set it on the table. You take your razor, your silver, two inch razor. And you start to slide it across your wrist. You barely feel a thing. After all, the pain of life is more than the pain of the blade. And you take that belt you never wore, the one that was too tight, the one you starved yourself to fit into. And you wrap it once, twice around your neck... and you pull it tight. Barely breathing, you put the ends of the belt on something to hold you up. Something to strangle you. Something to kill you. And you die. And that's the end, right? Wrong. So, so wrong.

I know you, but you don't know me. I know what I've heard, and I know what I've seen. You're such a slut (at least that's how it'll seem) I'll spit at you with hatred until you start to bleed. I know where you've been and I know what you've done. I know who you are... now let's have some fun. "Did you hear about that girl?" "Yeah. She's so disgusting." I know you, and I know where to call. I know you, but you don't know me at all. I'll dial your number, and hey, it's ringing! I can't wait to hear your cries singing. "Hello?" "Slut." "Whore." "Freak." "Weirdo." "Loser." *click* Well, you're all mine now, so where do i start? I know! I'll s

Do you understand? The blade against your wrist Doesn't just slice your skin. It cuts through others Hearts Souls And sanity. Do you understand? You don't just kill yourself. You kill everyone. Everyone dies Everyone cries Everyone suffers From YOUR goodbyes. Do you understand? You don't just die. You take everyone down With you.

Can't you hear the voices? As they ring inside my head Can't you see the faces? Painted in the blood so red Can't you taste the poison? As it rests upon your tongue Can't you hear the voices? No? Then you do not belong.

Hear my worries, fear my cries Dread the whispered lullabies Drown beneath the spinning skies Feel the truth you can't deny Taste the blood upon your tongue Feel the poison fill your lungs I am she who lies among Those who know where things belong Feel the weapons kiss your skin Listen to the screeching wind See my power, watch me win… And never fall in love again…